maerik's dream journal

[maerik]

okay so i've decided to start a dream journal thread of my own.

12-23-07

Last night I had a dream that there was an attack on earth and that everyone was going to die. I was at my grandparents house right before the attack. Everyone was freaking out. I could have cared less, lol. There were two family dogs running around causing all sorts of problems, and no one was paying attention to them so I brought them outside. At that moment the dogs decided they were done with this shit and left their bodies. As I watched their astral selves ditch the place I got this attitude like "I dont know what everyone is making such a huge fuss about, we can do that too" And I left my body. I "flew" away, seeing all sorts of trippy lights, and swirls, and layers in/of space...I felt positively free and wonderful.

Then it shifts to a place I visit quite often in dreams. I'm a hallway of sorts, with a lot of rooms and such (this place is HUGE with a ton of different levels and walkways, and is always completely packed with people) which feels, to me, like a school. Two guys walked up to me like "What are you doing here? This is my dream..." And I said "No, it's not a dream, I come here all the time...see, this door here is nothing but a closet" and I opened the door to show them. They were a little surprised that I was right, but happy too, and when I started to walk away they came with me. I remember my astral self "flying" out of the place with them, but then the dream ended.

[being human]

cool dude...
little meeting ground/school dealio..
I have those too sometimes...

I need to get the fack out...

[alchemistic]

Sounds like you’re in a pretty good space gurl!

Sometimes it might not feel like it in our conscious minds, but our subconscious shows us we’re really feeling and dealing much better then we think we are.

[maerik]

it just makes me sad because it didnt feel like an actual projection. when i woke up i knew it was just a dream about projection. i want out soooooo badly!

[alchemistic]

Who said it wasn't an "actual" projection?
You were out...just not as you would "expect"

Don't have or stop having expectations on "how" you project or are "supposed"
You're exactally where you should be...at least I believe your subconscious or higher consciousness is letting you know this

Just like flying dreams. I believe they are just another way of astral projecting

Free your mind and your ass will follow...lol...that's what my sister used to say all the time.

[maerik]

01/05/2008

Guh. I'm posting this mainly because it is funny. I dream about work ALLL the time, whether I remember it or not, and sometimes when Andrew comes to bed I talk in my sleep. And when the two incidents happen at the same time I try to sell him cameras, lol. It's ridiculous. Last night he played along for a while! How embarassing! When I wake up and realize whats going on I get SO mad lol...I'm actually still kind of mad about it happening again last night....grrrrr....

I also had a bad dream experience last night after this incident, though. You see, Andrew doesnt always wake me up when he comes to bed, and when he does it's usually for a specific purpose....if you catch my drift. Well...last night I got really crappy flashbacks and feelings of shit that happened a loooooong time ago...and it freaked the hell out of me. If I ever told him he would feel terrible, but I mean...it was really really hard to shake and took so much to not burst into tears and just be afraid....it really really sucked. Any ideas on how to NOT have flashbacks? Anyone..?

[maerik]

3-5-08

I took a nap and had the strangest dream!

It started out in my high school auditorium. I was at a rehersal of some sort. We're on stage dancing and what not, when I notice the girl in front of me's hair is done really badly. We all got long, braided, extentions, and this girl's looked terrible. She lifted up part of it, and the braids looked like thick, messy grids. Because she lifted her hair up I could see her back, which then turned into this big grid of cubbies. Like shelves. And there were all sorts of props in these cubbies. It was my job to take a duplicate of each of her props and run off stage. Once I was there, I had to mimic what she was doing with her props in case one of hers was defective. If that were to happen I would just toss out one of my duplicates to her. The rehersal ends and there are some parents and peers out in the audience.

I see this little boy running around, playing with a toy airplane. He seems to be about 4 or 5 years old. He and his mother had been watching the rehersal. I get to talking with his mom, and she tells me that when her son got home from school one day he walked right up to her and said, "Mom, I'm gay". We sad down and I expressed my concern that maybe he was being teased at school. I learn that his name is Timmy (or Tommy), and
that he is abnormally small for his age. Like his growth is a year or two behind.

I start to talk to the little boy, and we play. Then he goes up back stage, so I follow him. The wing of the stage is the card isle of a grocery store, but it seems perfectly normal. Timmy/Tommy is looking at cards, holding a teddy bear. He's sad. He tells me he misses his daddy, and I give him a big hug. He then asks me to be his "bestest friend" and I say "ofcourse". I pick him up and turn to walk from the grocery store back to the auditorium, but someone shuts the door. I go to the next isle and it's blocked off. I have to walk around the entire store to get Timmy/Tommy back to his mom in the auditorium.

Somewhere in my dream Timmy/Tommy is a cat all of a sudden(I dont think anything of it until I wake up) who had escaped from it's cage in this store. I bring the cat to the adoption room where all the cages are and all of a sudden I'm working for this place. I announce that I found the cat and was just bringing him back. I put him in the cage and my supervisor starts freaking out, acting like we had to run tests on the cat because it had gotten out. He starts shooting tranqulizer darts out of a blowgun so hard that it's going through the glass window of the cat's habitat and sticking into the wall. He then gets the cat right in the face with one of the darts!

And that's when I woke up. Probably not much meaning there, but strange nonetheless.

PS
I miss you all like crazy...

[Carl]

Aw that really touched me nearly got all emotional lol. A random assortment of things but interesting to say the least

Im missing everyone too

[maerik]

I realized today that a few days ago I had a very significant dream. I didnt even remember it the morning I had it. All I can remember though is that I spoke with someone. I can't see there face anymore...not even really their body...I just remember that they were male. I can vaguely recall the structure of his body, and that he was most likely blond. Also that he was fairly young, a little older than me but not by much. Everything around us was completely black.

I know that this person was extremely significant to me.
I know that we discussed matters of importance.
I know that the encounter made me feel at peace.

But I can't remember a damn thing.

Any ideas on how to remember what we discussed??

[alchemistic]

Before you go to sleep, ask to see that guy again or ask to recall (or tell your self you "will") have the same or an extension of that dream...
Believe you will have it and you will...
Keep a note pad and scribble stick close to you, so when you wake up you can jot down the conversation and details