then, i started dreaming of being human, and dying. i would die in several different ways, but mostly by gunshot. and after i had died, i would rise again as a dragon (draco, who i am on the inside). the feeling of dying was always distinctly the same, and the world would always look a bit different, maybe it was the afterlife, maybe it was the astral who knows. these dreams generally had a negative feel to them, fear and dark and negative, also very red but became good in the end, very green.
then, the dreams changed again. i started dreaming that i was already a dragon, and things were normal as if it was always so. these dreams seemed to be very happy and had a very feel good attitude to them, very green.
lately, just a couple nights ago i have noticed another evolution in my dreams. instead of the dream starting with me as either human or dragon...its both. and the dreams...they seem euphoric, blissful, and very natural. i cant seem to think of a color like the other ones do, the other two stages seem to have a color to them (i dont know how its all very strange and hard to explain) but this new stage doesnt seem to have a color...or maybe its clear lol. here are the four stages of dreams, quotes from my dream journal are three dreams to represent each stage.
first is stage 1, a couple dreams:
the only thing i remember is the deep red hue to everything, and lots of reptiles and alligators of sorts the streets were cracked and uneven. people were running about in chaos and mayhem. me and others were taken to some concentration camp that reminded me of a dog pound.
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i was laying on the hood of a car, i think at a drive in movie, and i was bored. i was staring at the sky when i realized that there were six moons in groups of two, one behind the other. this was strange but what was stranger was that only one of them was white, our true moon. the others were reddish and bigger. the others got bigger (i assume closer) and there was a panic. i remember watching the news saying that meteors were headed on a collision course for our planet and none may survive. this dream felt different than any other dream i have had, it felt more real than now when im typing this post. next, we see sattelite coverage (i guess since no cameramen could have been that high in space) of the meteors crushing into india and the middle east. the planet rocked and split but was still in one piece. dust was everywhere and then i woke up
second is stage 2:
I was being hunted by some kind of slayer, but I was human. Maybe he was an otherkin slayer im not sure. I was on a bus, and it stopped at an intersection at a red light. Suddenly the slayer runs up to the other side of the bus and starts shooting at me. I see blood spatter outwards from my chest, but it doesn?t hurt for some reason. Maybe five times I was hit. My hands were shaking really bad, and I fall over on the seat. I pretend to be dead so he will leave and I hold my breath. He starts to leave but and I take a slow breath. He sees it and shoots me in the head. This was the strangest feeling I have ever felt. It was painless, yet I still felt it. Like being at the dentist, you are anesthetized yet you feel him tinkering around in your mouth. I felt the bullet pass through my head and exit out the back. I shivered a little and was still. Satisfied, the hunter left. A few minutes later, I stood up. I don?t know if I died or I alive, but I could walk. I ran out of the bus. The slayer saw me and I ran. I came into some small little town and for some reason I thought I could probably fly up to a building. There was a small window so I flew up to it! All of a sudden, I was Draco. My wings buzzed and I sped up to the window and slipped inside. I heard gunshots, but I think after a while he left. I peeked out of the window and all was clear. I sped out and flew to the countryside. There was a lake there and somehow I knew I could breath underwater. So I walked in on all fours and started to breath. It felt almost the same as breathing air, yet colder and more filling I guess. It was strange. I swam down and saw many little fish and plants.
Next is stage 3:
i was a dragon (of course) and i was passing by a house. i overheard a little girl being abused by her parents and went to investigate. i somehow shrunk down to the size of a bug and slipped in, where i talked to some of the house cats to find out what was going on. it turned out that the little girl was routinely abused, and so were the cats. they asked me to take them with me when i left, and i said yes. i left to go to the police, planning to return. normal size again, i flew down a road and it was night time. i got to the police station, where there was a news group and the president for some reason. everyone looked up and pointed, "look a dragon!" and they started filming me. i ignored them and went to the president, he being the highest official and told him about the little girl. they followed me back to the house and i kind of left it to them. its funny, cause i never actually saw the girl nor was i really concerned any more after she was saved. the cats went with me and thats pretty much it :/ one thing i remember vividly, and always remember in every dream, is what it feels like to fly. its definately harder than it looks!
and here is stage 4, my two most recent dreams that seem to be different:
something was going on, something big. i think it was some kind of natural disaster, like a flood or something. it was storming. there was some kind of small shelter, safe from whatever was going on. it was small, and only had room for two. everyone was fighting over it. i snuck inside and locked myself in. but i knew that jacree was out there, and i called him over somehow, no words or anything he just knew i was calling and i just knew he would come. and he did, i let him in and locked everyone else out. it was all i cared about, i knew he was safe and everything else outside didnt matter. something strange about it though, we were in both our human forms and in our dragon forms, at the same time indistinguishable. the energy in the room from us was just so...pure and clean...its hard to describe it but it felt awesome. it was like being made of pure energy, pure love and happiness.
funny, but when i woke up jacree had replied to one of my arts, i havent seen hide nor hair of him in a couple weeks or more
i felt the same feeling i had in my dream for a good portion of the day today, i felt so good i honestly thought for a long time that i was something amazing was gonna happen right then and there, something amazing like shapeshifting or something. nothing happened, but i still felt incredible. or maybe something did happen, or will still happen, im not sure. i get this tingly feeling every time i think about the pure energy feeling, and it always returns for a few seconds or so.-----
i was the silly draco and me again, at the same time like my last dream (this is gettin weird lol) i had climbed up into a vent in a building, it looked like a secret passageway but was just the attic. i went up until i got out on the roof...i could see very far in all directions. i was trying to fly, and like other times when i fly in dreams it was hard and i had to struggle just to float around slowly, flapping my arms like i was swimming and i couldnt get more than ten feet off the ground. i dont remember how i figured it out, but i put my hand out before me and my right hand at my side (like superman!) left hand pointing up and right hand palm facing the floor. like a rocket, my right hand started flowing energy, and i blasted off into the sky! i flew around everywhere, it was so awesome!
im not sure what to think of this, maybe i myself am evolving, spiritually or otherwise. its just strange about all the changes, has anybody else noticed some kind of stages of evolution in their dreams? on another note, do you think it is possible to fly? i think it might be possible, anything is possible. the only thing that makes something impossible is not knowing something. knowlege, its all about what you know. back then, it was impossible to perform surgury and have your patient cured or not die of infection and pain. now, doctors know how to do these things, and it is possible. maybe someone will learn these things, maybe someone will learn how to fly with only one's body, and people will look back on these days and think "wow, people were stupid back in the ancient days when they couldnt fly."
wow, people were stupid back in the ancient days when they thought the world was flat.
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