Carl's Journal

[Carl]

Good dream recall again.
I was laid for quite a while in bed though questioning all sorts of things. "Why do we love, what is love, what are thoughts, why are we here etc etc"
Every question I thought of I tried to find the answer to as much as I could then moved onto another. I don't know why I did this. It kept my mind active though and I'm getting used to the feeling of when my body starts kicking in sleep and I'm keeping awake. It's a very 'cozy' feeling.

Anywhooo! I'll keep at it

[being human]

I think I know what you mean by cozy...
but it almost makes me uncomfortable at times
to be...to relaxed or half conscious...
makes me wanna roll over...
glad to hear ya had some recall,,,same here

[Carl]

Nothing to report really. I been trying but not hard enough because I lose concentration when my thoughts wander, though I'm keeping tabs on where my thoughts are wondering.

I'll give it a real good work tonight. No wandering lol!

[Carl]

Nothing new, my dream recall has dropped a little.
Last night I was relaxing though and had some hypnogognic imagery of a very dangerous looking spider dangling next to my face and I proper shit myself started prancing around in bed dashed to the light switch and was searching my hair, bed, clothes etc for this spider to only realise what happened.

I aint freaked out from hypnogognic in ages now.

[being human]

lmao..

I hate em.....spiders

[sourmilkman]

I often get mosquitoes flying up my nose or around my ears when trying to relax!! LOL Fecking things! (They're attracted by the CO₂ in my breath).

[Carl]

I dont really remember anything from last night...
I was woken at 4am by my kittens purring in my face and pawing me awake lol so I dont think they helped.

(I'll try get some pics of them both on as well )

[sourmilkman]

(I'll try get some pics of them both on as well )

Yes that'll be nice - everyone loves kittens.

[Carl]

Had a strange dream last night but a relatively good recall AND some activity ^_^

My dream consisted of me being at the gig am going to in November and someone I dislike has apparently got better tickets now (this is what's actually going on) when I got to the gig I noticed the person wasnt there and it gave me a satisfied feeling that she wasn't there and had missed the gig due to the door times changing (also true and I'm unsure if she knows). When one of the support bands finished I went home, forgetting about the main band. I was on a street near my home and I realised I was going to miss the main band and that I shouldn't be home.
I stopped in the street realised that I can't of made it here so suddenly and I could go back. I stood and started to say that I'll appear back at the gig. Suddenly I felt myself floating around and felt like I was detaching and sliding out of my body. I thought "hmm I'm projecting, I'm wanting to get to this gig though" my memory fades here, I think I may have gotten to the gig but am unsure.

I shall attempt again tonight though.

Am liking this technique, it's casual I suppose.

[Carl]

Not had any experiences as of late

Had an odd dream last night about the moon gaining an atmosphere then there being life there which had sprouted along with all the greenery that turned up. It was the doing of some strange lil dragons like creatures who were real intelligent and all since they had made buildings to. I got to wander the moon's surface with the low gravity and being able to breath, was really immense.

*sigh* wish I was experiencing more.